This is relevant to what I was saying. If you don't agree, delete away. Im' more or less hoping that I have some minion assigned by this point to filter my comments and who listens to what I'm saying across the blank screen. Who was right?  Again?  Even with serious cognitive disabilities, it's not me.  They always blame me, however.  Look at Madonna come at me.  They all will unless there are rules.  It truly is everyone else because they're delusional.  Is that not humerous coming from a schizophrenic.  They'll do anything to me because i'm what they see.  I hate humans.

I'd die for the military, for my family, for my my neighbors but not for ideology that's a direct lie. That's&nbs p;what I meant. They should be more clear with us.

Jasmin, it's more or less that I'm prevented from being a productive member of society by all the slime possible because somebody has to be unproductive as well.  I'm easy to get to and it was decided when I was in elementary school that I would never succeed.  It's frustrating.  Now they've got mind control to make it even more demonic.  Of course, I'm deeply angry and fueled by hate.  It's what I know, and it'll never stop on one end, so why would it stop on mine?  Most of the time they confuse with the irrelevant.  It's not complicated.

kaela creighton: dyin g for your country is not the same as dying for a system that makes money out of you. "the system" usually exists in capitalist countries, which you are a slave to. you are expected to be a money maker, you are expected to serve the economy and consume. it all leads to depression and hate. i sincerely hope that you'll feel better.

I don't believe it's treason if it's amnesty.  I'm not calling anyone to arms or anything. I hate you, and I want ot leave.  You hate me, so I don't see the problem. All I want is to be healed of this last  curse.  I'm sorry, I've been tortured my entire life by peoples' misguided intents and abuse.  My brain isn't setup to be happy.  I'm usually depressed.  It's how my cortex is folded.  Now I'm disturbed and jacked up, which is the goal...  I haven't been allowed to be apart of American culture, to share any ability, and all the work I've done has been excessively harassed as well, and because of how you set up the system, it will never stop.

Why would I defend something that I don't believe in?  I don't believe in America. I'm already destroyed, and I was part of the living dead as written in this book.  ; it's a reaction.  next, I'll be staring out a window waiting to die, and if you do one, you'll do another the same--Bush will to be badass, I'm sure; I don't respect him or any of them after that; we all die. Not saying how I feel would be far worse treason, perhaps against a collective soul of all humanity.