Well, if you make insane claims, you know it's going to hurt. I really don't understand why it's a problem if you're talking to yourself and trying to work through your thoughts that are still a hot mess. I got turned around and attacked my friend and then I questioned my thoughts on YouTube because I got confused in them and started attacking everyone. I had a feeling I was in trouble. Then I saw that movie and freaked. I know I am not entitled as I am a criminal, and I'm not trying to start anything, but could someone tell me what happened so that I have a clear understanding between what I did and my issues and my doctor doesn't think I'm ravingly delusional about everything (can you imagine? it's funny) and I can actually figure out what my behavioral problems are and build a reality to work on coming to my own realizations for my new life, not what my friend tried to plant into my mind based off her limited knowledge. Lives are not parallel; realizations and values are not parallel. And at 22, you don't have enough experience to know the life of another. I have come to plenty of realizations. They are always dependent on circumstance. I do not know if I am wrong about her. I appreciated the picture because nobody tells me anything, though I would have rather been charged as a criminal. I am not crazy. For some reason, I see things that are not there and have to reality check, but I do not need a reality check. I've gone through plenty. Since I'm worthless, I expect more. I apologize for my parents. It was a really stressful childhood trying to help them. My community was bad. Yet her father is allowed to be in prison and she is not shamed. She is allowed to work past her condition. I am trapped by it. I did not complain. I was hurt. I had no intent on getting a check. I'd rather be homeless or dead. She can have her teeth and her messages.